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upon their minds as never to be effaced. But although the marks of
God’s displeasure were fresh before them in their broken ranks and
missing numbers because of their repeated offenses against the Angel
who was leading them, they did not take these lessons to heart and
by faithful obedience redeem their past failure; and again they were
overcome by the temptations of Satan.
The best efforts of the meekest man upon the earth could not quell
their insubordination. The unselfish interest of Moses was rewarded
with jealousy, suspicion, and calumny. His humble shepherd’s life was
far more peaceful and happy than his present position as pastor of that
vast congregation of turbulent spirits. Their unreasonable jealousies
were more difficult to manage than the fierce wolves of the wilderness.
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But Moses dared not choose his own course and do as best pleased
himself. He had left the shepherd’s crook at God’s command and in its
place had received a rod of power. He dared not lay down this scepter
and resign his position till God should dismiss him.
It is Satan’s work to tempt minds. He will insinuate his wily
suggestions and stir up doubting, questioning, unbelief, and distrust
of the words and acts of the one who stands under responsibilities
and who is seeking to carry out the mind of God in his labors. It is
the special purpose of Satan to pour upon and around the servants of
God’s choice, troubles, perplexities, and opposition, so that they will
be hindered in their work and, if possible, discouraged. Jealousies,
strife, and evil surmising will counteract, in a great measure, the very
best efforts that God’s servants, appointed to a special work, may be
able to put forth.
Satan’s plan is to drive them from the post of duty by working
through agents. All whom he can excite to distrust and suspicion he
will use as his instruments. The position of Moses in carrying the
burdens that he bore for the Israel of God was not appreciated. There is
in the nature of man, when not under the direct influence of the Spirit
of God, a disposition to envy, jealousy, and cruel distrust, which, if
not subdued, will lead to a desire to undermine and tear down others,
while selfish spirits will seek to build themselves up upon their ruins.