Last Messages to the General Conference
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lest I place myself where I cannot write at all. I know not how long I
may live, but I am not suffering as much healthwise as I might expect.
Following the General Conference of 1909 I spent several weeks
attending camp meetings and other general gatherings, and visiting var-
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ious institutions, in New England, the Central States, and the Middle
West.
Upon returning to my home in California I took up anew the work
of preparing matter for the press. During the past four years I have
written comparatively few letters. What strength I have had has been
given mostly to the completion of important book work.
Occasionally I have attended meetings, and have visited institutions
in California, but the greater portion of the time since the last General
Conference has been spent in manuscript work at my country home,
“Elmshaven,” near Saint Helena.
I am thankful that the Lord is sparing my life to work a little longer
on my books. O that I had strength to do all that I see ought to be
done! I pray that He may impart to me wisdom, that the truths our
people so much need may be presented clearly and acceptably. I am
encouraged to believe that God will enable me to do this.
My interest in the general work is still as deep as ever, and I greatly
desire that the cause of present truth shall steadily advance in all parts
of the world. But I find it advisable not to attempt much public work
while my book work demands my supervision. I have some of the
best workers—those who in the providence of God connected with
me in Australia, with others who have united with me since my return
to America. I thank the Lord for these helpers. We are all very busy,
doing our best to prepare matter for publication. I want the light of
truth to go to every place, that it may enlighten those now ignorant of
the reasons of our faith. On some days my eyes trouble me, and I suffer
considerable pain in them. But I praise the Lord that He preserves my
sight. It would not be strange if at my age I could not use my eyes at
all.
I am more thankful than I can express for the uplifting of the Spirit
of the Lord, for the comfort and grace that He continues to give me,
and that He grants me strength and opportunity to impart courage and
help to His people. As long as the Lord spares my life, I will be faithful
and true to Him, seeking to do His will and to glorify His name. May
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