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              was sacred, lost its value and its sacredness. He thought, If I now
            
            
              sell it, I can easily buy it back. He bartered it away for a favorite
            
            
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              dish, flattering himself that he could dispose of it at will and buy
            
            
              it back at pleasure. But when he sought to buy it back, even at
            
            
              a great sacrifice on his part, he was not able to do so. He then
            
            
              bitterly repented his rashness, his folly, his madness. He looked
            
            
              the matter over on every side. He sought for repentance carefully
            
            
              and with tears, but it was all in vain. He had despised the blessing,
            
            
              and the Lord removed it from him forever. You have thought that
            
            
              if you should sacrifice the truth now, and go on in a course of
            
            
              open transgression and disobedience, you would not break over all
            
            
              restraint and become reckless, and if you should be disappointed in
            
            
              your hopes and expectations of worldly gain you could again interest
            
            
              yourself in the truth and become a candidate for everlasting life.
            
            
              But you have deceived yourself in this matter. Had you sacrificed
            
            
              the truth for worldly gain, it would have been at the expense of life
            
            
              everlasting.
            
            
              Under the parable of a great supper, our Saviour shows that many
            
            
              will choose the world above Himself, and will, as the result, lose
            
            
              heaven. The gracious invitation of our Saviour was slighted. He
            
            
              had been to the trouble and expense to make great preparation at an
            
            
              immense sacrifice. Then he sent his invitation; but “they all with
            
            
              one consent began to make excuse. The first said unto him, I have
            
            
              bought a piece of ground, and I must needs go and see it: I pray
            
            
              thee have me excused. And another said, I have bought five yoke
            
            
              of oxen, and I go to prove them: I pray thee have me excused. And
            
            
              another said, I have married a wife, and therefore I cannot come.”
            
            
              The Lord then turns from the wealthy and world-loving, whose lands
            
            
              and oxen and wives were of so great value in their estimation as to
            
            
              outweigh the advantages they would gain by accepting the gracious
            
            
              invitation he had given them to eat of his supper. The master of
            
            
              the house is angry, and turns from those who have thus insulted his
            
            
              bounty offered them, and he invites a class who are not full, who
            
            
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              are not in possession of lands and houses, but who are poor and
            
            
              hungry, who are maimed and halt and blind, and who will appreciate
            
            
              the bounties provided, and in return will render the master sincere
            
            
              gratitude, unfeigned love and devotion.