Unity in the Church
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There are thousands who are traveling the road of darkness and
error, the broad road which leads to death, who flatter themselves that
they are in the path to happiness and heaven; but they will never find
the one nor reach the other. Brother B needs the helps that God has
placed in the church, for he cannot constitute a church of himself, and
yet his course shows that he would be satisfied to be a complete church,
subject to none. Brother B long since lost his consecration to God; he
did not guard the avenue of his soul against the suggestions of Satan. I
saw that angels of God were writing his words and actions. He was
going further and further from the light of heaven. When the grace of
God does not especially control you, Brother B, you are a hard man to
connect with. You have great self-confidence and firmness, which are
felt in your family and in the church. You have but little reverence and
respect for anyone. You do not possess the grace of humility.
Brother B returned to this coast in great darkness; he had lost his
love for the truth and his love for God. His natural feelings controlled
him, and he was proud. He loved himself, and he loved money better
than he loved the truth and his Redeemer. I was shown that his course
after he returned to the coast was a dishonor to the Christian name.
I saw him joining hands with the gay lovers of pleasure. He grieved
his brethren and wounded his Saviour and put Him to open shame
before unbelievers. I saw that from this time he did not take pleasure
in the service of God or in the advancement of the truth. He seemed
to possess a zeal to search the Scriptures and different authors, not
that he might become established upon important points of present
truth which the providence of God had furnished him through men of
His choice, but to find a new position and to advance new views in
opposition to the established faith of the body. His researches were
not made for the glory of God, but to promote self.
When Brother B once takes a position on the wrong side, it is not
according to his nature to see his error and confess his wrong, but to
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fight it out to the last, whatever may be the consequences. This spirit is
ruinous to the church and ruinous in his family. He needs to soften his
heart and let in tenderness, humility, and love. He needs benevolence
and noble generosity. In short, he needs to be thoroughly converted,
to be a new man in Christ Jesus. Then his influence in the church
will be all right and he will be just the help they need. He will have
the respect and love of his family and will command his household