Chapter 9—Meeting Fanaticism
      
      
        As I returned to Portland, there were evidences of the desolating
      
      
        effects of fanaticism. Some seemed to think that religion consisted in
      
      
        great excitement and noise. They would talk in a manner that would
      
      
        irritate unbelievers, and have an influence to arouse hatred against
      
      
        themselves and the doctrines they taught. Then they would rejoice
      
      
        that they suffered persecution. Unbelievers could see no consistency
      
      
        in such a course. The brethren in some places were prevented from
      
      
        assembling for meetings. The innocent suffered with the guilty.
      
      
        I carried a sad and heavy heart much of the time. It seemed so
      
      
        cruel that the cause of Christ should be injured by the course of these
      
      
        injudicious men. They were not only ruining their own souls, but
      
      
        placing upon the cause a stigma not easily removed. And Satan loved
      
      
        to have it so. It suited him well to see the truth handled by unsanctified
      
      
        men; to have it mixed with error, and then all together trampled in the
      
      
        dust. He looked with triumph upon the confused, scattered state of
      
      
        God’s children.
      
      
        We trembled for the churches that were to be subjected to this spirit
      
      
        of fanaticism. My heart ached for God’s people. Must they be deceived
      
      
        and led away by this false enthusiasm? I faithfully pronounced the
      
      
        warnings given me of the Lord; but they seemed to have little effect,
      
      
        except to make these persons of extreme views jealous of me.
      
      
        A False Humility
      
      
        There were some who professed great humility, and advocated
      
      
        creeping on the floor like children, as an evidence of their humility.
      
      
        They claimed that the words of Christ in
      
      
         Matthew 18:1-6
      
      
        must have
      
      
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        a literal fulfillment at this period, when they were looking for their
      
      
        Saviour to return. They would creep around their houses, on the street,
      
      
        over bridges, and in the church itself.
      
      
        I told them plainly that this was not required; that the humility
      
      
        which God looked for in His people was to be shown by a Christlike
      
      
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