Chapter 18—Preparation for the End
      
      
        May 14, 1851, I saw the beauty and loveliness of Jesus. As I
      
      
        beheld His glory, the thought did not occur to me that I should ever
      
      
        be separated from His presence. I saw a light coming from the glory
      
      
        that encircled the Father, and as it approached near to me, my body
      
      
        trembled and shook like a leaf. I thought that if it should come near
      
      
        me I would be struck out of existence; but the light passed me. Then
      
      
        could I have some sense of the great and terrible God with whom we
      
      
        have to do. I saw then what faint views some have of the holiness of
      
      
        God, and how much they take His holy and reverend name in vain,
      
      
        without realizing that it is God, the great and terrible God, of whom
      
      
        they are speaking. While praying, many use careless and irreverent
      
      
        expressions, which grieve the tender Spirit of the Lord, and cause their
      
      
        petitions to be shut out of heaven.
      
      
        I also saw that many do not realize what they must be in order
      
      
        to live in the sight of the Lord without a high priest in the sanctuary,
      
      
        through the time of trouble. Those who receive the seal of the living
      
      
        God, and are protected in the time of trouble, must reflect the image
      
      
        of Jesus fully.
      
      
        I saw that many were neglecting the preparation so needful, and
      
      
        were looking to the time of “refreshing” and the “latter rain” to fit them
      
      
        to stand in the day of the Lord, and to live in His sight. Oh, how many
      
      
        I saw in the time of trouble without a shelter! They had neglected the
      
      
        needful preparation, therefore they could not receive the refreshing
      
      
        that all must have to fit them to live in the sight of a holy God.
      
      
        Those who refuse to be hewed by the prophets, and fail to purify
      
      
        their souls in obeying the whole truth, and who are willing to believe
      
      
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        that their condition is far better than it really is, will come up to the
      
      
        time of the falling of the plagues, and then see that they needed to be
      
      
        hewed and squared for the building. But there will be no time then to
      
      
        do it and no Mediator to plead their cause before the Father. Before
      
      
        this time the awfully solemn declaration has gone forth, “He that is
      
      
        unjust, let him be unjust still; and he which is filthy, let him be filthy
      
      
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