Self-Examination
There is much in the conduct of ministers that they can improve.
Many see and feel their lack, yet they seem to be ignorant of the influ-
ence they exert. They are conscious of their actions as they perform
them, but suffer them to pass from their memory, and therefore do not
reform.
Let ministers make the actions of each day a subject of careful
thought and deliberate review, with the object of becoming better ac-
quainted with their own habits of life. By a close scrutiny of every
circumstance of the daily life, they would know better their own mo-
tives and the principles which govern them. This daily review of our
acts, to see whether conscience approves or condemns, is necessary
for all who wish to reach perfection of Christian character. Many acts
which pass for good works, even deeds of benevolence, will, when
closely investigated, be found to be prompted by wrong motives.
Many receive applause for virtues which they do not possess. The
Searcher of hearts weighs the motives, and often deeds highly ap-
plauded by men are recorded by Him as springing from selfishness
and base hypocrisy. Every act of our lives, whether excellent and
praiseworthy, or deserving of censure, is judged by the Searcher of
hearts according to the motives which prompted it.
Many neglect to look at themselves in the mirror which reveals
the defects in the character; therefore deformity and sin exist, and are
apparent to others, if not understood by those who are in fault. The
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hateful sin of selfishness exists to a great degree, even in some who
profess to be devoted to the work of God. If they would compare their
character with His requirements, especially with the great standard,
God’s holy law, they would ascertain, if earnest, honest searchers, that
they are fearfully wanting. But some are not willing to look far enough
or deep enough to see the depravity of their own hearts. They are
wanting in very many respects, yet they remain in willing ignorance
of their guilt.
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