Chapter 30—Living Faith
      
      
        Many who are sincerely seeking for holiness of heart and purity of
      
      
        life seem perplexed and discouraged. They are constantly looking to
      
      
        themselves, and lamenting their lack of faith; and because they have
      
      
        no faith, they feel that they cannot claim the blessing of God. These
      
      
        persons mistake feeling for faith. They look above the simplicity of
      
      
        true faith, and thus bring great darkness upon their souls. They should
      
      
        turn the mind from self, to dwell upon the mercy and goodness of
      
      
        God and to recount His promises, and then simply believe that He will
      
      
        fulfill His word.
      
      
        We are not to trust in our faith, but in the promises of God. When
      
      
        we repent of our past transgressions of His law, and resolve to render
      
      
        obedience in the future, we should believe that God for Christ’s sake
      
      
        accepts us, and forgives our sins.
      
      
        Darkness and discouragement will sometimes come upon the soul,
      
      
        and threaten to overwhelm us; but we should not cast away our confi-
      
      
        dence. We must keep the eye fixed on Jesus, feeling or no feeling. We
      
      
        should seek to faithfully perform every known duty, and then calmly
      
      
        rest in the promises of God.
      
      
        Do Not Depend on Feeling
      
      
        At times a deep sense of our unworthiness will send a thrill of
      
      
        terror through the soul; but this is no evidence that God has changed
      
      
        toward us, or we toward God. No effort should be made to rein the
      
      
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        mind up to a certain intensity of emotion. We may not feel today the
      
      
        peace and joy which we felt yesterday; but we should by faith grasp
      
      
        the hand of Christ, and trust Him as fully in the darkness as in the
      
      
        light.
      
      
        Satan may whisper, “You are too great a sinner for Christ to save.”
      
      
        While you acknowledge that you are indeed sinful and unworthy, you
      
      
        may meet the tempter with the cry, “By virtue of the atonement, I
      
      
        claim Christ as my Saviour. I trust not to my own merits, but to the
      
      
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