Believe and Receive, October 25
            
            
              What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them,
            
            
              and ye shall have them.
            
            
              Mark 11:24
            
            
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              Many claim that they want to be saved, that they want to be sons and daughters
            
            
              of God, but they will in a most pathetic manner complain of God, because they
            
            
              do not feel as they think they ought to feel. They say, “I know I have much to be
            
            
              thankful for. The Lord has blessed me many times; but I can’t feel as I want to
            
            
              feel. I dare not apply to myself the promises and say that I am a child of God.
            
            
              I think He blesses others. I think He will receive them—but not me. I cannot
            
            
              believe that He will forgive my sins.”
            
            
              This is clearly defined as unbelief and it is sin before God, for they dishonor
            
            
              God and limit the Holy One of Israel. Christ is your Saviour.... The gracious
            
            
              promises are given to His church, and if you have taken the steps requisite in
            
            
              conversion, if you have made open confession of Christ, you are a part of the
            
            
              body of Christ, a part of His great whole. Anxiety, questionings, and distrust of
            
            
              God show that you do not believe in Him and do not appropriate the promises to
            
            
              yourself. Therefore you fall short of that comfort and hope and courage in the
            
            
              Lord that it is your privilege and duty to have every hour of the day and every day
            
            
              in the week. Do you love Jesus? Do you long for His peace? Then believe, and
            
            
              the longings of your soul shall be satisfied....
            
            
              You are without excuse if you hug to your soul your unbelief, your doubts,
            
            
              and go to others with your complaints, for there is no manner of excuse that can
            
            
              justify you, with these words of Christ spoken to you. They are full of comfort,
            
            
              full of hope and assurance forever. If you cast His words behind you and leave
            
            
              the cool snows of Lebanon to seek refreshment from human sources, you will not
            
            
              have peace or comfort, because you refuse the help that God gives you.
            
            
              The Lord declares that the gates of hell shall not prevail against His church.
            
            
              Every sincere member of the church may include himself in these promises and
            
            
              say, “I am the Lord’s. In His strength I am invincible.” Then do not put on a
            
            
              doleful attitude and misrepresent my Lord, and act as though He had insulted you
            
            
              by giving you promises that He does not fulfill, as though you are having a hard
            
            
              time and are left alone to battle against the powers of darkness.
            
            
              He says, “I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you” (
            
            
              John 14:18
            
            
              )....
            
            
              Do you individually believe these words? Or do you treat them as idle tales? Do
            
            
              you grasp them by faith, and accept them and rejoice in them? This is eating the
            
            
              flesh and drinking the blood of the Son of God.—
            
            
              Manuscript, October 25, 1890
            
            
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              “Diary.”
            
            
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